I am emotionally unstable when I play badminton. -.- These days, I usually play with guys, cos it's kinda hard to find girls to play with. When I play with people worse than me, I get my confidence, I play better and better the whole day. It's kinda like the positive feedback thing. BUT, when I play with better people, and then when they start to smash in my face, I get demoralized. And I will just play like whatever crap the whole day. Maybe it's just because I don't have a Li Ning racket that's all. :P

I think I'm addicted to doing laundry, and I have to do in secret whenever my housemates are out because I do too many times! Please tell me 2-3 times laundry per week is not too much. One of the reasons is because I play tennis on Wednesdays, then badminton on Saturdays and Mondays, I have loads of sweaty clothes! And I don't use the air conditioner as much as my housemates do, so I use the dryer to compensate. :D

Responding to Wan Ying's question, I do go back Alor Star pretty often I guess. So here's my latest schedule, I just bought my tickets. :D

2/7 - 5/7 
30/7 - 1/8
20/8 - 22/8

And, most of the time, I will be flying to or from Penang! :D OK, I know I spend a lot of money on flights, BUT, that was the point of studying in Singapore, so I can go back often. :D Hahaha.

Wan Ying, when will you go back to US?

WOOOT!!! I bought The Sims 3!! The original one, mind you. :D

Haven't played Sims for like 8 years? Hmm. Muahaha. Sinfully entertaining.

Sinful because it's SGD50! -.-

Didn't get any results on my gel again. BUT! Three hours of badminton, and a computer game to play with. Life couldn't be any better. Tralala...

I am bored. Haven't felt this way since a long time ago. Bored as in I have nothing to do, like absolutely nothing. Have been reading for the past hour or so. Watch a movie online? I don't really feel like it. I'll clean up the apartment tomorrow morning. Then maybe I can go to lab on a Sunday, just so I won't be so bored. Is that how a PhD student is supposed to feel? I doubt it.

I think I'm getting better at procrastinating after I became a PhD student. Does it apply all the other students as well? One thing's for sure, PhD students snack like nobody's business.

You know, when I have a bad day, I know exactly the remedy in curing it. For example, whenever I have a breakout, or my pores are clogged, I will just imagine how would the people who have skin disease feel. If I were to complain in front of them, how would they feel? See, whenever you have something bad happening to you, just think of the people who are in a worse situation than you are in. I feel lonely sometimes, and I make a big fuss out of it. But when I come to think of it, there are people who are even lonelier. They don't have friends to talk to, and they are even boycotted by their own colleagues! I am in a way better position compared to these people. Though I'm not on talking terms with some of my friends, who used to be kinda my best friends before this, but still, I still do have quite a few friends who are on talking terms with me! :) In short, just be grateful in life ok?

I write on my blog, I own a diary, I post random comments on FB, and there's even a gChat status. I think I'm leaving droppings all around.

Wuhoo. New look for my blog! I'm getting more and more random these days. Guess it's true about the Permanent Head Damage thing. :D

I think lonely people write on blogs. Lonelier people stalk FB. Desperate people post things without any meaning on FB, just so people will comment, and so they can pretend that they have friends attending to them.

Played tennis for two hours plus. Extreme tiredness.

Haven't been here for a while, and people have started to spam my comment box. Hmm..I wonder if people are still waiting for me to write stuff. I realize nobody ever update their blogs anymore these days. Hah. I usually get inspired to post stuff again after I see a good blog, which is what is happening now.

Oh ya, you know, we are ultimately alone in this world, so get used to it.