My Blog Lahh..: Today

Today, is one of the days that...

...you woke up and find that you have an extremely, like never before painful period pain, that you have to cancel your plans in attending your friend's birthday party.
...your mood swings attack once again, leaving you extremely depressed and in need of someone to talk to immediately.
...you have to go study Biochemistry on the fourth day into your semester because the first lecture was too terrifying.
...you realize that staying in Northwood apartments by yourself is actually kind of depressing and lonely.
...you have to force yourself into doing something you don't feel like it but you have to do it because it is right and social norms say so.
...people think you have a lot of friends and you are popular but actually you are not, because people are judging books by their covers.
...you run out of websites to surf after you have read everyone's blog and re-checked your email inbox for ten times in an hour.
...you know you need to prepare for tomorrow's Animal Physiology lecture but you just procrastinate until bedtime is approaching.
...you wish you own a Playstation 3 or Wii so that you can play on your Dance Dance Revolution dance mat.
...you wish that you can just not think about anything and leave yourself slouching in the chair staring at the wall.
...you wish you have someone close to talk to, preferably on MSN.
...you think about giving up in life but think that there are still people out there who cares whether you are alive or not.
...you will cook a can of Campbell's soup for dinner and sit in front of the laptop writing a new post for your blog.
...you wish that someone is willing to call up/message me on MSN so that you won't feel so lonely and depressed.
...that you wish that life won't be so sad and complicated.

2 comments:

UnknownJanuary 7, 2008 at 10:50 AM
There's time when you feel like everything just goes the way you want it to be. And there's time when you feel like everything is going wrong. Don't take this moment too hard (it's just the beginning of Year 2008), everything is going to be fine. Give yourself some time. Believe me, you're going to be okay..
Take care :)
AnonymousJanuary 8, 2008 at 8:52 AM
cheer up, life may be a wee bit lopsided for you now, but so is it for everyone.

We're all in the same boat, which means extra hands at the oars!

Monday, January 7, 2008

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